So this summer I got bored and therefore got hooked on the Bachelorette. I loved it! So when the Bachelor started this season I was a little hesitant because ewww watching a man make out with a bunch of girls doesn’t appeal to me but I realized this summer that it is reality TV…so oh well. Well yesterday I had a migraine and it carried over to today so I stayed home from work which gave me time to catch up on the Bachelor. I feel so connected to this show. It is exactly where I am without all the serious talks like they have reassuring each other that there is a connection. I do feel Al and I have had some serious talks just not about each other.
These woman are crazy jealous and I see that as certain girls let Brad see this side of them what a turn off it is for him. I am so jealous right now I want to be exclusive with Al but we’re not and I know it has to be in his time and I am confident we can go there but yesterday at church I heard him talking about setting up a group date for our ward date auction! I don’t want him going on a date with another woman! I also know of another girl and maybe others who have feelings for him it definitely put me on edge.
Another way I feel connected to the show is Brad went on a date with Brit. It was a horrible date the two had no connection but they went cliff jumping and she was so scared but she had to do it right? Well she finally did and after he said how proud he was of her for doing it even though she was scared. Well I was terrified to do a front flip on our date I’ve never been adventurous like that. I never want to do anything that could cause harm or be out of control so after lots of reassurance I did it and I felt great. Al wants me to do everything so I have no regrets.
On the show you see the girls walls come up…I definitely felt this on Saturday night. I know he could be moving 45 minutes away so why would he start something with me….but then when he put his arm around me and the insecurities melted away…but for how long? Then we don’t see each other for a few days and they are back!
I just want to talk about all this with him but I don’t want to come off like any of the girls on the show. I hope Shawntel N. wins I think she has played it the coolest and let him in the most. I need to be like her….
Oh so tonight he meets the families and next Sunday two of my cousins and their spouses are coming over for dinner at my parents, is it time do I invite Al over too???
Thoughts?
yes Invite him! I am sure your cousins would love to meet him!
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