So you know the scene in Tangled where Rapunzel leaves her tower and is joyous one minutes, spinning and leaping through the air then in a dark cave feeling bad about leaving her mother? That is my favorite scene, Who hasn’t felt that way about life? Well a friend pointed out that I am that way….A LOT!
My happiness does not depend on a man but I do let them control me far too often. I guess I just don’t understand how I can be so easily disposed of when it is over. It hurts and there is no changing that.
I know I need to move on from Al but the fact is we have been pretty darn good friends for the past 6 months and yet not even a happy birthday text. I think the lyrics to the song Don’t You Remember by Adele sum this up for me the best….
When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any sins,
I had no idea of the state we were in,
I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye,
And a heaviness in my head,
But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,
When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,
But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye,
And a heaviness in my head,
But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,
Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
In hope that you'd find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,
Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,
When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any sins,
I had no idea of the state we were in,
I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye,
And a heaviness in my head,
But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,
When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,
But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye,
And a heaviness in my head,
But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,
Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
In hope that you'd find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,
Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,
When will I see you again?

Maddie, I love reading your blog. I can relate to so much of what you go through with dating. I got way behind on reading your blog because we just moved to Michigan, of all places. I'm glad to be caught up. Still haven't seen Tangled...what a shame. I need to see that! Keep up the good life and the good writing. Love you!
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