Clueless

So I thought I was ok till I was driving home tonight and I was crying. Remember Al and I had plans to see each other tonight after he played volleyball? Well in the past that meant after 8 or 9 but he texted me yesterday and said he just found out his game was at 9 so he could do something between 7 and 8:15ish……I had made dinner plans with a friend and was not about to rush that just so I could see him for my allotted time of a measly hour. So I texted him back and said sorry I have plans blah blah blah and he texted me back I’m sorry to which I replied :( ya me too…

I was really hoping that this relationship would go further and maybe my not pushing him off when will I see him next will set off a light bulb in him but it is feeling like this relationship may be slipping away….and for that I am really sad.

How do I break this cycle?

I am clueless….