I am sure many of you are wondering what has been going on. The last blog was a bit of a downer. Sorry. I am confused as ever and too chicken to ask. When I am with Al it is wonderful as you can imagine….but then we part and I am lost. Sometimes I feel so confident in what we have but most the time no idea and it freaks me out. I’ve never been lucky enough to even be where I am right now with him but are we stuck or are we moving forward I think it is hard to tell. He talks about doing things in the future but then he talks about not having to come out this way as much once his volleyball and institute is over in May….our runs are canceled for now because we would run too late and he wouldn’t get home till after midnight. I think this has been the most devastating. Last night he came over we celebrated his new job which just sounds amazing. He loves his new place and the area it is in things are great! He asked me if I wanted to go to Target with him last night and I replied “I thought you’d never ask” He knows of my love for that place. Sigh I know we must talk but it is so scary.
Tomorrow night we are going to a hockey game and I cannot wait. I bought a new shirt and sweater wrap thing it isn’t too heavy so I will need him to keep me warm J So excited for my cousin and her husband to meet him! I know we are going to have a fantastic time!!! Hooo-ooow-ooow-oowl!!!!!!!
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