pessimist

Just an update! So things are finally over with Andy Bernard. He didn’t like what I had to say to him so his final words were “peace out”. Very mature I thought. He told me that I was crazy if I didn’t know he thought about me all the time….really you think about me all the time yet never let me see you? Whatever! Yes I just used 2009 and 2010’s most annoying word. I like it and it works!!!

So Al and I are doing good. We ran on Wednesday night just a little over 4 miles. I learn so much about him every time. I make him tell me stories because I cannot talk so much when we run if I want to keep my speed up. He cracks me up! He graduated yesterday!!! Whoo hoo! Now his brother’s wedding is tomorrow and he is a free man lol. I tied balloons to his door and left him a card last night. He said I was awesome and it made him feel wonderful. Awwww so cute right? He makes me feel wonderful! We will run again on Monday night after FHE and then Wednesday night is our date!!!! I cannot wait! But then I can it is just another day right? I am a pessimist and I usually don’t get too excited about this stuff, then I finally convince myself I can and should be excited and then it ends. So I take it back I am not excited at all peeps. It is just another day. Whatever…..

So with my past experience with guys we are just friends but very superficially most times. I feel he and I are getting deeper than I have been before. We have had a couple conversations that have felt so different than others. One even got me a bit heated. I am very passionate and very opinionated and it was showing. On my home I realized I should explain why I felt the way I did and so I texted him. He appreciated it and even said he should be more like me. Sigh….he is good one!