Hmmmmm……….

.So you know what sucks? When you really like someone but they haven’t told you how they feel yet. He knows how I feel…fair? I think not. I know I am as impatient as they come.

So Al and I went running last night. Oh it was so late but we haven’t really hung out or talked, other than texting in a week and a half so there was no stopping me.  It also was the first time being around each other since me telling him I didn’t want to be put in the friend zone. It was a bit awkward but I think more for him than me. I could tell he was acting weird but once we started running it was over. We ran around a nearby lake, over and under some bridges that were lit up and the lights sparkled on the water. The water was very still, it was gorgeous. I know you are thinking who goes running late at night in the winter but the temperature was perfect. I was wearing a t-shirt and capris and he had on shorts and we were not cold till we had to stop! Seriously all day today I kept thinking about funny things he said or did and I couldn’t stop smiling. I have so much fun with him…but does he feel the same? Going into the run I was so tired I even had a headache but like I said nothing was going to stop me from seeing him. I felt great on the run but after 4 miles I was done and we were at the hilliest part. I started walking and he got behind me and placed his hands on my shoulders and started running. It was probably really funny to see. Once he would stop I would stop so he would do it again then he started massaging my shoulders as we ran up a hill!!! Hilarious but it felt good. Definitely the way to run, we should start a new trend….massage running! We finally started to cool down then we chatted for a while at our cars. I didn’t want to leave but it was sooooo late and I was beat.

I thought for sure today would be the worst day ever with my lack of sleep but it was a pretty great day and I cannot, CANNOT wait for our early morning run tomorrow. I am meeting him at his house and we are running 3.5 miles to the temple at sunrise….awwww so romantic (but probably just in my mind) then 3.5 miles back. What a great way to start the day!