Quick update because it has been a while. No word from Mr. Mitch but I heard he was gone at the end of last week because he went to the BYU game…wherever it was and let’s face he is a flake :) so not giving up hope there.
Al came over last Wednesday after institute and we just got all caught up on each other lives then we cuddled for a bit my favorite part was the song You and Me came on by Life house and we just listened in each other’s arms.
He is coming over tonight again after to institute and we have a movie night set up for the 9th. Do we plan in advance or what? I have mixed emotions as usual and I texted him letting him know about it because it really upset me and I knew if I didn’t say it then, then I would wake up in the morning and feel different…I know I am a girl….what more can I say. SO I texted him last Wednesday night….”Al I need to be honest one minute I feel wonderful with you and the next minute I find out you can’t squeeze me in for 3 weeks. It hurts.”
He never responded to that and I really didn’t expect him too. We have texted since then but it has been more fun stuff.
I know what everyone is thinking out there and yes I think it is not fair to me either and yes I should just move on he obviously doesn’t care for me….but does he? It is so very confusing and I have seen it both ways where a couple just clicks and never leaves each other’s side and the ones that struggle because they think it should just click like in the movies….but everyone is different…how can we know? Some people need time. I know this sounds so pathetic but I just have this feeling it ain’t over people! Just hang in there….for me? Pretty please :)
We all just want the guy to be head-over heels in love with you because you are so wonderful--and we want you to be happy. It's what you deserve--don't settle for anything less. Good luck!
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