I'm breezy!

These blogs get harder and harder to write. I just feel so vulnerable but how can I leave you all out now right? So last night was the hockey game which was sooo fun! We met at Red Robin, Bobby (name came from fav character on Third Watch) wanted to watch the Notre Dame game and it’s Al’s favorite place, so perfect! Dinner was great we had then we headed over the game. The Arena is one of my favorite places. Just outside they have fountains just like at the Belogio in Vegas they dance to the music and love it. It was free hat night woot woot! I have never loved a t hat so much Al put his on sideways all gangsta….so cute lol especially cause he is such a nerd! I put mine on and he took it off and put it on me just like his we looked adorable but guess who forgot a camera….so sad. It was a great game Coyotes won 3-0!!! Between the 1^st and 2^nd period Al and I walked around the entire arena just arm in arm. I love that he doesn’t judge me or think I am silly or if he does he hides it well. I was telling him about my favorite tv moments. I know I am weird that I have them but the top two are the first time I saw Ricky Martin shake his Bon bon on the Grammys…AMAZING and when Michael Jackson was on the superbowl….magic! Al and Bobby were funny they were so into the game me and Betty were not allowed to talk because they were in between us and we were to be watching the games as well lolz! So when left we were walking down the stairs and Al was doing this little hop down it was cute so I joined in since we were waling arm in arm. He just makes me laugh. We beat Betty and Bobby and so started the race to the car it was so silly but we almost beat them except we couldn’t find the cars. So we ran they walked and we got there at the same time ha ha!!!! We stood and talked for a while it was so beautiful outside. Then we said goodbye. Bobby and Betty headed to their cars and Al and I hugged…oh previously he had told me only had 10 text messages left till the 15^th so when we hugged I said “since I can’t text you, you need to call me this weekend” Al pulls out his phone and opens the calendar and is like how about Tuesday we can do something then…I pouted and said it was too far away he then went over his schedule and yup Tuesday it is. I said “you know Al I really miss you when I don’t get to see you” he said “it is just a week” I said “a week Al is ridiculous” and pouted my lip. Then we pulled apart and said our goodbyes.

I am actually really hopeful. Bobby explained to me that men are just different. He is living his life right now and that is fine. I am not his girlfriend so he has no obligation to me. I really feel he likes me things are good…People are starting to say I need to just lay one on him….freaks me out but I think I put kissing on too high of a pedestal but I am not sure how to bring it down. Somehow I got it in my mind that I would only kiss the man I would marry….that is a lot of pressure. But I’m breezy!!!